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[Dec. 22nd, 2009|05:53 pm] |
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[hexed private to self]
I think I could call it my greatest victory...
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Christmas is coming close and i will most likely spend it in scotland with Kenzie and mum and dad. I'm really looking forward to it, though it'll be a shame to miss the celebrations here at Hogwarts.
It's getting a bit boring in the school. Isn't there anything going on around here anymore?
At least I have another training session before christmas and then training matches right after christmas here at school.
Is anyone interested in being commentator for those? Then just drop me a note and I'll get in touch with you.
[hexed private to Amery]
Do you wnat another training session before Christmas or are you okay to wait till I get back from my vacation?
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[Dec. 22nd, 2009|08:48 am] |
[Hexed Private to Teddy]
Hey.
Have I told you I love you yet?
[Hexed Private to Charlie]
Remus and I talked. Things are better now, I think. Or they are as good as they can be for now. Either way, we're going to go surprise Teddy on Christmas morning. He's never had a Christmas with his parents and he should have that, right?
I want to see you on Christmas too though. Maybe we can spent Christmas Eve together? |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2009|03:26 pm] |
[Hexed private to self.]
This is just not okay. Not like that. Not with him. This is something that can't get out.
I will beat him senseless if he slips a word.
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[Dec. 16th, 2009|08:32 am] |
Contrary to popular belief, I cannot actually grow any extra body parts.
Nor would I want to.
Should any of you happen to notice me walking about with brown hair, it would be in your best interest not to comment. Seems I'm having a spot of trouble with my morphing abilities these days. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2009|07:56 pm] |
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[Dec. 14th, 2009|08:52 am] |
I think I'm ignoring Christmas this year. There isn't a single thing to be merry about.
[Hexed Private]
I was a replacement. That's it. Remus never really loved me. I was just a stand in because the person he actually loved was dead. All those years meant nothing. Nothing at all. I loved him so much. Hell, I die fighting beside him. That makes me the damn dumbest fool that ever walked the Earth.
All this time I though he loved me back. I know we weren't perfect. But I though that despite everything we at least loved each other. Idiot. I'm such a bloody idiot.
And now I'm stuck here looking at them. A very loud reminder that my life was a joke. That my feelings were a joke. All I wanted was for Remus to be happy and to have a family after he'd lost everyone he cared about. Merlin, I'm pathetic. How didn't I see this before?
[Added Later, Hexed to Teddy]
I'm a shit Mum. Sorry. |
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[Dec. 12th, 2009|10:29 pm] |
[Hexed to Charlie]
Happy Birthday.
I hate it here. I hate it and I want to go home. No I don't. All that's home is a husband who doesn't love me at all.
What do you want for your birthday? |
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[Dec. 9th, 2009|06:52 pm] |
This job would be much better if I had someone to teach.
Anyone want to put on some sort of Christmas show?
[Hexed to Charlie]
I'm having drinks with Remus and Sirius Friday night. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2009|08:48 pm] |
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